Wednesday, 04 March 2009

• "...Real love. Ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't-live-without-each-other love..."
  
  I love him.
  I cannot change him - HA! he won't change.
  I can live without him - I don't want to live without him.
  
  We've always talked about marriage, having kids and starting a family, but it wasn't until these last few years that I started to realized that it could happen.
  
  I want him to appreciate me. I want him to know I'm worth something to him. I want him to feel what I feel towards him. I want to be a priority in his heart. I want to be one of those important people.
  
  Most importantly, I just want him to be nicer to me. He yells at me allllllllll the time, he's always grumpy, none stop complaining- about everything, always picking on me. Not a romantic bone in his body... no romance in years.
  
  I don't think there's anything I can do to changes things. I feel like I have nothing more to give.
  
  But I love him. 
  

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